sheilar

i have a huge headache! i can not stand it! my hair feels really soft right now. does anyone wahct american idol? i'm really happy that Jason Castro made it to the top twelve.

i did something stupid and now i don't know how to take it back. i wrote something really mean about one of my sisters i was forced to accept when i was adopted a while ago. i'm not saying that i didn't accept them, but i can get nasty about hte smallest thing that goes out of line, so i wrote a mean poem about my one sister, and she read it. now she completely hates me, but i wasn't the one to tell her to read it. she would of never read it if my mom didn't take the journal that i wrote it in off of me. i would have ripped it out and everything would have been back to normal. my life really sucks most of the time.

 elf is the ultimate christmas movie. we are watching it right now. what the hell is up with that? its a movie that you can watch over and over again.

as you may know from reading the title of this journal or just looking at the many profiles i have of myself, i love gaspard ulliel. i just went on some kind of blog or something of his, and it was all on french! i knew he is a french citizen, but it did take me by surprise to see all that jumble of french words. i don't know why, i guess i'm just being a navie american!

i'm just bored, like always. i don't have a poem to put in here because i just couldn't think of one. i'm so busy anymore.... i hope that you don't mind... though i don't think anyone reads this...

i guess i should put something on this. i would put some pictures of me or anyone else on, but that is mpossible in so many ways and for so many reasons that i don't have the time to type them all in this little journal space. though it's not very little at all. i can type some of the stories that i attempt in one of these babies! or next time i'll put one of my poems in here. yeah, thats a better idea. but my poems aren't very good either.... well, all in all, I'm not a very talented person. i try to be that way, but it never works out.....