i messed up big
i did something stupid and now i don't know how to take it back. i wrote something really mean about one of my sisters i was forced to accept when i was adopted a while ago. i'm not saying that i didn't accept them, but i can get nasty about hte smallest thing that goes out of line, so i wrote a mean poem about my one sister, and she read it. now she completely hates me, but i wasn't the one to tell her to read it. she would of never read it if my mom didn't take the journal that i wrote it in off of me. i would have ripped it out and everything would have been back to normal. my life really sucks most of the time.